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My Days at UWRF 2011

2011-10-05T00:08:00.000-07:00

its first day on 4th october!
its orientation program for who we are as volunteer!
and its lovely some fun ideas that i get lost of my way from denpasar to venue itself
thought i got second run to monkey forest "one way road program"
and thanks for lovely ubud people who kindly guiding balinese from another part
and we got the home!
and its what i learnt in first day,

its second day on 5th october!
thought i knew the way to reach ubud, its just half an hour from home
my parents help me out! getting up and lovely breakfast..
there are plenty of time since meeting time was 8, and i reached 7
thought i used it for talked with people around
and i got one good news to learnt why its must be happened!

get prepared on the venue of media center!
free mind and hand for everyone..
and great moment to met and share with the writer whose have book launching
in the end
we had really great moment sharing with another two of volunteer till the event done
we may missed the event
thought something that the feeling and
its destiny that we were there for it!
to remind us "why we have to have a goal"
its what i learnt from second day

how about 6th october ?

the day i was away

its quite funny..do promotion what is uwrf for some people met in denpasar
yeah denpasar from sanur area to ubud maybe just 30 minute in rabbit way
thought can't made it!
well thought its quite different festival being held in different places..
even was absent in ubud..
my mind would like to go..
this is doesn't mean because this is my third time after 4 years off
can't wait long

fourth day on 7th october
time to back home met with putu wijaya again & again since long time
just felt like in "finding home" on enlightment
being Buddha in one day
all is about doing happiness and what is home
yeah thought we're happy human being originally
and the journey we choose may gave different feeling
this feeling..
i am so happy
the time when you found something..
lost something
just one to remember
we have to balance!

fifth day on 8th october
denpasar time traveling denpasar traffic jam as driver for my lovely mom
till the night take meeting with doctor..
yeah lot of mother on the queue
thought they had work hard so far till never care of health

well its just about how we searching for something there and there
the market
the market its the time i got something
mother just can't stay silence
this is the home they said!
thought i have to think again more & more..if what i said make them un-happy
i just have to say "balinese woman" we proud of you all

sixth day on 9th october
its the time!
what will be let it be..
enjoy!

3 Weeks in Bali Island Already!

2011-09-25T19:48:00.000-07:00

its about 3 weeks already at hometown after 4 years of studied in Mysore, India for MCA;
tried a lot for job application in either online and offline, and no respond yet;
have traveled a lot so far with friends, family;
thought have to travel again more before engaged on jobs;
still i am doing my things:

1. content writing & marketing specialist on http://snowinbali.blogspot.com/
SNOW IN BALI
everything you need for content writing & marketing!
the magical of your company and services growth thousand times of the satisfaction of clients.
and we are here ready to help your business affairs become better!lets we grow together to the sky...

2. sales & distribution of "Gods picture" - http://santikaspiritualshop.blogspot.com/
...pengalaman berjumpa dengan Dewa Dewi dalam Gambar Bergerak!
Ukuran Besar: 33 x 49 cm = @ Rp. 140.000/-

Ukuran Kecil: 16 x 23 cm = @ Rp. 70.000/-

3. assisted for guest: in searching of land, room, others

4. travel to: hometown in Tampak Siring, family friends wedding, Lovina, Nusa Dua with family, Mt.Batur with CouchSurfing, Denpasar

5. meeting friends

6. assist my mom with her clothes selling

7. learn of Healing!

8. applied for jobs in various countries included Bali, Indonesia

9. business plan with various items - friends family

still love of writing, art, and creation;
thats all, and one week later will participate on Ubud Writer Reader Festival again;
finally!

The Mechanical Pipe Organ - For Sale

2011-09-09T19:45:00.000-07:00

The Mechanical Pipe Organ - For Sale!

The Organ case is made of plain mahogany

2 keyboard of 56 mechanical key

A pedal of 30 key

Convenience for room which 500 peoples such as school auditorium, church, temple

Dimentions : height : 3,25 meter

width : 3,15 meter

depth : 1,52 meter + 0,60 meter

GREAT :

Bourdon 8

Flute 4

Flute 2

Nasard 2 2/3

Tierce 1 3/5

Swell:

Flute cheminee 8

Prestant 4

Doublette 2

Larigot 1 1/3

Régale 8

Pedal :

Soubasse 16

Basse 8

Couplers : Coupler I / II

Pedal Coupler I

Pedal Coupler II

Tremolo

N.B. Pedal stops of 16 and 8 come from mechanical dedubling from the console.

Organ Builder : Laval – Thivolle, La Motte de Gallaure,

FRANCE

1985

Price : 55 000 Euros : to be discussed

This instrument is sold in its actual state .

Undoing , transportation and rebuilding of ther instrument are exclusively at the chjarge of the buyer.

N. B. Since its construction years the instrument was in the same room and it was quite never played , due to my change of work between the moment I bought it and the moment I received it.

More informations :

Carold Poulin Carold Poulin

2 rue des Ligures Palasari Inn

34340 MARSEILLAN Jl Kubu Anyar N° 18 #2

FRANCE

Kuta Beach, BALI,

INDONESIA

Tél : 33 467 77 31 41 + 6287 8844 735 39

< poubuc@yahoo.fr > < poubuc@yahoo.fr >

The instrument is visible at Marselilan on appointment only .

Composition de l’Instrument :

10 jeux, plus trois jeux à la pédale par dédoublement mécanique.

Buffet : Acajou massif

2 claviers de 56 notes mécaniques et pédalier de 30 notes.

Dimensions haut : 330 cm / larg: 315 cm / prof : 212 cm

Grand Orgue:

Bourdon 8

Flûte 4

Flute 2

Nazard 2 2/3

Tierce 1 1/3

Positif :

Flûte cheminée 8

Prestant 4

Doublette 2

Larigot 1 1/3

Régale 8

Pédale :

Soubbasse 16

Basse 8

Flûte 4

Accouplement des claviers

Tirasse I et II

Prix : 400 000 Fr

Visiter :

Violette Poulin

2 rue des Ligures

34340 Marseillan

Tél : 0467 77 31 41

Toute correspondance :

Carold Poulin

E-Mail :

Newman's Journey

2011-06-30T10:27:00.000-07:00

Destiny
what we should to do on life?
don't we find out already..
or still on our way of them...

Finally MCA Completed
after long time of waiting..
finally last friday was my project exam
and right now as graduate
ready to face the challenge!
yes!!

The List

this list will be..
after the long waiting of the time
i will be
i have the faith on it
my dreams will come true!

The Days Will Come For My Happiness

after long time of suffering in waiting for the day
tomorrow or days after its will come
the day i will be more in happy
to reach my waiting dream

to be here
its may not mine
i have to go
to the place i have to be

Do We Have to Marry

why people have to marry?
dont we plan to mingle with the nature and being Buddha

its just for name sake of next generation?
thought its make up mind the mind
for happy life
what is that for you is not mine

Mysore - Bangalore
I just decided what i would like to do for sure: Its International Travel Guide & Writer, in the end its all about being travelling and writing which i like most.
Yesterday, by chance i met one Kannada Writer whose used to writing on TV Program. These moment asked me to write for Aamir Khan Production as soon as possible. This week i'm going to finishing the synopsis.

Its may almost done about extension VISA, my journey like express train. Catching for the exam. Its good i came up of mind' at Bangalore than other place like Puduchery for french class and sanskrit.

Overall i have to come down Mysore-Bangalore.

Everything hope going well.

Nothing to blame.

All have their reason to be.

Like i still in India.

Something...else?

what is the reason that butterfly have to fly
and we have to think of it

why the dust have to fly away with the wind
like our dreams in the past

why
why

YESTERDAY: i was so worried of the future if only i can't save the world#
TODAY: there is nothing to compete about' its just HAPPINESS have their own way for every God creation# even the WORLD must be destroyed today itself..just let it be THE HAPPINESS FOR THE WORLD

Police & Me
Police & Me:
P: you can leave after your exam na..
M: (ticket so easy like train??) even my exam will be after expired
P: confusing! M: (gone mad) may i know how long it will take on jail? shall i do after my exam..it sound great if i can go home with free flight ticket' shall i??

ABC - life always come with choice & solution' the bad we see doesn't means bad at all :D
I LOVE INDIA sound to married here LOL

We Must Compete
and follow your dreams!
there is always the fate that we have to do it..
because we was born to compete..

Enjoying the Pain
Can't believe even since 2007' i have to extend my student visa 5 times!
Have changed around more than 3 rooms to breathing.
Its so tired with all these legality'
Once we remember all this things for "Terrorism" so why not we help.
So today i'm going to track back of my history of living.
Will go to Notaris and hope all be fine.
Though i'm so smart in doing idiot things like this.
In the end' they will request me to leave India i guess.
PLease wait!
Let me finish my exam' please send me back with your flight charge.
I'm really appreciated it.
Even being in jailed also i can afford to join.
If necessary.

Balinese Shaman
this morning i just understood "why i have to born in Bali Island which is one of the best spiritual place" & "come to prison of life in India" in the end its about the faith "i have to become shaman" like what they used did *Bali Global Healing

I'm a Traveler

Its was on dinner table.

We talked about the places..

Have you been there' someone asked me

"No, i just wondering to go there"

Like today my friend ask me whether i will go to Nepal?

Home After Home

It was when i leaving Bali for Jakarta. Jakarta to India.

When i was cried to left my hometown for long time.

Fortunately, i met some person whose are made history of my life.

Its may so urgent can't meet many people in Bali, or Jakarta.

Its just went so fast. Though i knew they are happy.

That what i want to see before my departure.

Bali, Jakarta, Singapore, Mumbai, Bangalore we can say one journey with three destination.

Its remind me of one Astrologer we met at Bangalore, "You will living in three country!" he told me.
Or ...

Mysore. 30 July 2007

The time when I'm arrived at Bangalore, India.

Moving the home

Denpasar, to Singaraja

Jogjakarta - Janti

Mysore – North Bogadhi, to South Bogadhi, to between.

Delhi – Safdarjung Enclave

Bangalore – Christ College

Food Journey

Its when i can't adjust with Indian Food yet.

The time and how i'm able to finished my meals without any rice remains.

When we got drunk

Its how Indian used to get drunk after return from their job.

Its our business, even sometimes get drunk.

Its just remind me to one of my friend whose met God early because of these things.

They just so young to leave these earth.

Most of them sometimes lay down at ground.

Enter the bus sat nearby another passenger and slept.

Kids

Work in early age for school fees.

Carrying their heavy bag full of books.

Even without shoes or slipper at all.

Teenager with cricket

Its no day without it.

Its when cricket being so popular and took their most of time to play than hockey.

Right now badminton having chance to being popular.

Older

How they organize for their children marriages.

Though most of my friend never having relationships as a lover during their college time.

Its one good things from arrange marriage which happening here.

The Spiritual Journey

How by sudden that you enter an holy places, or a plan which out of your mind?

Gangga, Brindavan, Puri, Tirupati, Kashmir

The Ayurvedic

Finally I got a book on.

First I find out about something.

Being Naturopathy!

When you feel bored

Sometimes I got it.

Having fun.

Its Sleeping Time and Being Awake

Its when I used sleep all over time and awake in suddenly.

Its Home Sick

Three years have not been at hometown.

What kind of homesick here.

Its looks like that only.

The Legal Things

Its all about legal things started from admission of my MCA.

Then how to do with Residential Permit at FRO, and all things wasted of paper in extend of the paper.
Its quite tired and bored since have to do always and always.
Keep waiting the procedure.
Its was really bad when doing with University also.
Its keep waiting and in the end, its just non-understanding of House Agreement, Mobile Phone
Numbers, and its about Certificate and how its take lot of time since be patience services.

The Gadget

Its first was my sister phone, and then new one with old Nokia.
Its quite cheap.

And its when some problem happened such like in Kashmir, my brother gave me one Sony Ericsson,
and unfortunately I broke it nature (the humidity at Puri).
After sometimes is one set of Chinese ones.
Its quite fine even looks so traditional ones.
The present, Nokia with camera from my father.

The Festival

Diwali in Mysore, how we play of crackers nearby home at friend's home.
Faridabad, Delhi.

Ugadi in Hassan three of my friends and their family.
That we spent together at their home and visited a river nearby.

Japan Habba: its festival of Japanese culture.

Bangalore Queer Film Festival: how I love film and Human right as well on QLGBT.

Dasara Festival; its about how beauty of light colors of Mysore Palace will be for a month.

Ganesh Chaturti: its at Mysore, or even in Maharastra when it’s a celebration from morning till night
in the first day till the last day,

Durga Puja: its how at West Bengal, or even in Mysore when four of us Bengali to celebrate at one
place where lot of Bengali come down to celebrate.

Gandhi Jayanti: when I got bold, and vegetarian on one day.
The day I visited Gujarat, Satya Graha Ashram – or Gandhi House in Ahmedabad, or watched
Gandhi the movie.

Sankranti Jayanti: a bitter sweet to celebrate for a family to their daughters.

Holi – full of colors which most celebrate in North India, at Mathura or Brindavan must be crowded of people and there is no way to escape from being in colors.

Bangalore Pride – its celebration of LGBT, it’s a march walk through one point to others.
We wear mask to hiding our identity. Some of us proud being open as well.

Our Classroom

Its looks we don’t like class at all.
We used to happy when lecturer won’t come.
Lab session even become something wasting of time.
If only, its not for my parents looks will leave this place long time ago.
Its not much of discussion, and its make me more sleepy.
Its three years looks tragedy of me or beautiful prison.

All Indonesian I met in Mysore

Not much than to whom I met in Bangalore yesterday or even in New Delhi.

Not many student of even Indonesian in India compared to Indian at Indonesia.
Its quite ironic isn’t.

The Midnight

How we watched movies, its on movie theatre.
Its by copied.
Its by downloaded.
Its inspired.
Its something which so funny.
Its can’t find at another place since a drunker joined on theatre.
His acted was more funny than the movie even haha.

We watched by cycle with three of us, at really midnight return to home.

How we played cricket on midnight, its crazy of us with Bengali friends at nearby our home.
Finally I have to hiding those ball somewhere so that we finished it.
Sorry!

Smoke on the way..

Yeah, we smoke all my way of walk.
Sometime with them.
Sometimes alone.
Bogadhi you're the best!

Drink on the way

Its at bar, or even at home
Together with us.

Call all the way…

He or she, how we talk about the plan to visited each other or something of plan

The dinner…

Its when I reach new home in Bangalore and all food schedule was changed suddenly

The Home I visited
From friends family!

My flat-mate, my house owner

I met wonderful owner and funny friends.
They are smart as student.
Inspiring teaching.

My Hobbies
Orders.
Sleeping.
Reading and slept.
Walking.
Diving or we can say swimming.
Cycling.
Writing.
Traveling
Speaking.
Movies.
Fun!

Its about being cheated

How your feeling when somebody whose you trusted as friend have cheated you?

Do this is the culture to cheat and cheat..therefore sometimes I felt of being enough here.
Can’t say more about this.
Its just hurt me.
Would like to go far of them.

Its about Dream and being Enterpreneur

Nowadays young people in Bangalore used to own a company or business.
Yes, its become a trend right now.
Even most of friend whose I met here, is Businessman.
They started something already and its make me learn something also.
I would like to open a restaurant, Indonesian Food in Bangalore.
Its about home delivery.
Actually I have contact one friend whose having own bakery, unfortunately its not connected yet.
Might be is there some issues about loan for my business, and still its looks like on hang on plan.
Do I can believe them ?

Anyhow I am do writing and writing right now as one of my own business ahhaha.

Its about wasting the time

Sometimes I am thinking that its just wasted of time to study in India since nothing much interest on
college days.
Its may I used bored and slept well in classroom.

Eat more just for killing time, Chat with nothing of purpose.
Its just and just for killing the time.
Roaming by walk and came back home.
Simply sms.
Walk for long way.
Yes its really waste of time here.
Nothing of knowledge I have known so far.
Its just something I can learn from people how to survive.
Thought its all about philosophy learning for me.
Being here without gain something important.
What shall I do is just do something remaining here.
Chat with friends.
Yes its made happy of lot of laugh.
Its being patience and friendships.
That i learnt a lot.

Its competition

One paper in Spiritual Computing I have been presented here.
I am so happy seen Prof. to whom I love to listen the lectures.
He seen my presence over there.
Thought its all about Sanskrit journey.
Its may all about cash, when can’t joined very interesting conference’s registration since all about my
status as Foreign Student with all in Dollars way.

All about my travel experience than my life as student in

India

Most class i slept.
Most travel i did' i am awake!

Its walk, its run, its bike, its car, its bus, its train, and its flight and its home

How we met each other before?
Its likes my own destiny how I met many people and learnt a lot from them on my life.
Its my pain, happy mixed on.

Its my budget
Doing something always have to see on budget!
Its must be.

What is a journey ?

Its when I was went for a sudden plan to iron of clothes, we met some of new friend from hometown. Its again another journey, since its about spiritual minded.

Its make me thinking and thinking about this.

If only I never met them, its may my smile won’t be like this.

I have travel a lot 3 years out of Mysore, or even Bangalore and almost never met Bangalorean friends whose came from my hometown.

From one friend to another friend, till its so hectic days when we have party till morning and then have a journey to Mysore, a journey with one of my girl friend to Masjid, Church.

It’s a plan to attend our friend engagement anyway.

Its till late, even two of my boy friend have been slept and still I’m away from home at another friend home.

Its late and I’m happy to introduce friends circle likes one friend to another friend

Hope this is sign of good luck.

On the way of train, we met with friend whose teach me in Hindi and Urdu.

Khuda hafiz.

Its dream of something when its really help us in do better way to other.

Its Kannada, Hindi, Tamil & now its Sanskrit, Urdu, Japanese, French, and now its Chinese

Its Kannada the language I have listened to during my 3 years course in Mysore, as one city in Karnataka State.

Well its may I prefer more in Hindi, since I have read before about it.

Thanks God that, I have Hindi Movies.

Met some North Indian friends whose speak in Hindi always and have learnt a lot from them.

Anyhow Kannada keep going as it is. Gotilaa..

I love Hindi anyhow, and its only the once when I have attend for One day Hindi Course taught by our uncle in Bangalore.

Well its on my final year, when finally my courage to learn Sanskrit started since assignment getting reduce like an flood when rainy days.

Its started my journey to meet several great person whose writer, and personal whose active spreading of Sanskrit.

He even introduced me to some of his friend in Mysore, even in Kalady, Kerala, and Delhi. He guide me well on Sanskrit even till now I can’t read Devanagari yet.

Its very bad student of mine. Hope one day able to join on Sanskrit Camp in Delhi as a journey become a teacher.

One of my brother from Santiniketan is one of my Sanskrit journey.

Urdu, its grandpa in Delhi whose taught me always in Delhi.

What is romantic languages Urdu and Scientific of Sanskrit.

Its tamil when one of my classmate, she is my classmates whose introduce me to tamil.

As l like and prefer Tamil movies instead of Hindi.

In the end, my plan of Japan its may gone since my second failed on Japanese exam and its may changes plan to France.

Its started my French now.

How come Chinese came? Its just an interview of Chinese company which let me to start over of Chinese again as to prepare my future job.

Its just to recall, as I believe I have learnt it before.

Its won’t be difficult for me.

Its French or even Japanese.

The things, I have to know something of Sanskrit before I leave India.

As plan to visit several Sanskrit Village in India.

Dating

About this..there is a lot of secret that you never know about!

Its about all of my love relationships even on short time.

Those with pure love do all they can to let their mates grow in every way. Detached love means to let others exist without forcing our will upon them. That is spiritual love.

—Harold Klemp
The Language of Soul

How I knew about one of my senior.

Manipuri girl whose took my heart from beginning of my college days, unfortunately she went so early to her hometown and I am here without any speak to her after last time in seminar.

Thought I can’t blame anybody for these things.

Remember that, how I told my ex-girlfriend about her and I gave up now.

All is become different.

My classmate looks we used together and quite close after sometimes.

We used keep messaging on sms.

One of Balinese i met in Mumbai.

We used have our night call.

Another Idiot Traveler

As my last idiot traveler at Delhi to Bangalore, almost I got wrong route again on my journey to attend my friend marriage.

Its was the name looks so familiar to me “Channarayapatna”, and “Channapatna”.

I was thinking it’s a place which is between Mysore – Bangalore, unfortunately its wa wrong its Mysore – Hassan.

Thanks God, its just almost which I still have time to smile then Ahhh.

Bangalore. 2 July 2011

We was plan for 7 wonders of Bangalore, just seen the whole seven looks not that much interesting for us, so we may will go for some temples only. Since long time didn't visit temple.

The State of India, Taste of Indian Soul

Destination to a place which take us to another place.

(One journey with many state)

Note: State of India

1.Karnataka
Mysore
Mandya
Bangalore
Mangalore
Hubli

2.Andhra Pradesh

Tirupati
Puttaparti

3. Orissa

Puri

4. West Bengal

Kolkata
Santiniketa

Burdwan

5. Jharkhand

6.Bihar

Bodhgaya

7. Kerala

Calicut
Trivendrum
Kalady
Kovalam

8.Goa

South
North

9.Maharastra

Mumbai
Pune

10. Delhi

11.Haryana

Faridabad

12. Uttar Pradesh

Agra
Brindavan Mathura

13. Tamil Nadu

Chennai

14. Ponducherry

Auroville

15. Mandya Pradesh

16.Jammu & Kashmir
Dal Lake
Gulmarg

Do Something!

2011-06-29T11:46:00.000-07:00

नमो भगवते भैषज्यगुरु
वैडूर्यप्रभराजाय तथागताय
अर्हते सम्यक्सम्बुद्धाय तद्यथाओं भैषज्ये भैषज्ये महाभैषज्यसमुद्गते स्वाहा

Mieux vaut faire, et se repentir,

Que se repentir, et rien faire.

Mellin de SAINT-GELAIS, Quatrains, LXXVIII

It's better to do something, and regret it,
Than to regret, and do nothing.

Save Gangga!!

2011-06-28T21:19:00.000-07:00

Hari Aum!
Saving Gangga

its was my Hampi's journey when i met two ladies, one is very young and another one quite old. they shared their spiritual feeling in india, especially when having bath at varanasi. right now these varanasi still have their energy and power, and its nothing about how its appearance. its all about healing. its remind me some back journey at Ganggotri, how we met another two men, one is quite young than others. see, what happening, the passion of these Gangga river have their own way of calling we people whole in the world.

there are here we call of us, to re-action of * SAVING GANGGA *

Subha karotu, AUM

संस्कृतं पठामि

2011-06-28T18:21:00.000-07:00

hari aum,

sarve katham asti kalu!
mama namah tanayaha

sarve idanim kita karoti?
ahhh..
anantaram "for the cause of Sanskrit" agacchatu!!

punaha milemaha'
for the cause of Sanskrit

The Marriage

2011-06-28T17:48:00.000-07:00

what actually happening at this moment;
people got married and in the end they are divorce;

what is relationships;
if they have to broke the promise;

what is love;
if only it just a big drama happening;

children..
can't it be a responsibility..
or the promise of love??
all thought going to their own way

happy marriage;
its look being a greatest dream for some people;
as how they strong enough on it!

its looks like when i read on "new york legalized gay marriage"
actually how family support will be?

Sleeping Mind Said I Have to Awake

2011-06-25T18:22:00.000-07:00

yesterday i slept whole my days;
because my mind love to do it#

right now, in the end of my days;
i was thinking the time i wasted before#

the past that i have to forget;
and new beginning that i have to walk by happiness#

may i don't know who i am till now;
one thing i don't to forget to make you happy;
because it my promise#

so i have to awake now!
listen how the world singing night to morning;
and am i awake?

Hier, j'ai dormi toute mes journées;
parce que mon esprit aime à le faire #

dès maintenant, à la fin de mes jours;
Je pensais le temps que j'ai perdu avant #

le passé que j'ai à oublier;
et de nouveau départ que je dois marcher par le bonheur #

Puis-je ne sais pas qui je suis jusqu'à présent;
je fais une chose à ne pas oublier de vous rendre heureux;
car il ma promesse #

je dois donc réveillé maintenant!
écoutez comment le monde chante soir au matin;
et suis-je éveillé?

昨日私は私の日を全部寝た。
私の心は、＃それを行うには愛しているから

今、私の日の終わりに;
私は＃の前に無駄な時間を考えていた

私は忘れていること、過去。
私は幸せで歩かなければならないことと新たな始まり＃

私は今まで誰だかわからないことがあります。
私はあなたを幸せにするために忘れないように行う一つのこと。
それ私の約束のため＃

だから私は今起きてする必要があります！
世界は朝に夜を歌うか聞く。
そして私は目を覚ましですか？

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잊지해야하는 과거;
내가 행복으로 걸을 수 있다고하고 새로운 시작 #

제가 지금까지 누군지 몰라 수도 있습니다;
내가 당신을 행복하게하는 것을 잊지 않도록 할 한 가지;
그 약속 때문에 #

그래서 지금은 깨어 해!
세계가 아침 저녁 노래를 어떻게 듣고;
그리고 내가 깨어 무엇입니까?

昨天我睡我的整个天;
因为我心中的爱做＃

现在，在我的天结束;
我在想我的时间浪费之前＃

过去，我要忘记;
和新的开始，我不得不走的幸福＃

可我不知道我是谁到现在时;
有一点我不忘记让你快乐;
因为我的诺言＃

所以我要清醒吧！
听世界如何歌唱晚上午;
和我醒了？

कल मैं पूरी मेरे दिन से सोया;
क्योंकि मेरे दिमाग में यह # करना प्यार

अभी, मेरे दिन के अंत में;
मैं बार मैं # से पहले बर्बाद सोच रहा था

पिछले है कि मैं भूल गए हैं;
और नई शुरुआत है कि मैं खुशी से चलना है #

मैं ऐसा कर सकते हैं पता है कि मैं जो अब तक नहीं हूं;
एक बात मैं तुम्हें खुश करने को भूल नहीं करते हैं;
यह मेरा वादा है क्योंकि #

इसलिए मैं जाग करने के लिए अब है!
सुनो कैसे दुनिया सुबह से रात गा;
और मैं जाग रहा हूँ?

کل میں نے سارا دن میرا سویا؛
کیونکہ میرے دماغ میں یہ # کرنا محبت کرتا ہوں

ابھی، میرے دن کے آخر میں؛
میں وقت سے پہلے مجھے # برباد کیا سوچ رہا تھا

ماضی ہے کہ میں بھول چکے ہیں؛
اور نئی شروعات ہے کہ میں خوشی کی طرف چلنا ہے #

مجھے معلوم نہیں جو میں نے اب تک ہوں ہو سکتا ہے؛
ایک بات میں تمہیں خوش کرنے کے لئے بھول جانے کے لیے نہیں؛
یہ میرا وعدہ ہے کیونکہ #

لہذا میں جاگ کے لئے اب کیا ہے!
کس طرح دنیا صبح کو رات گانے سننے؛
اور میں جاگ رہا ہوں؟

LIVE MUST BE BRAVE!!

2011-06-25T09:26:00.000-07:00

don't even understand if live that must tough for many people whose looks so happy' or even being idols for many people; like one the korean movie i like most: "LOVING YOU", can't believe still he must gone by this way, anyhow we learnt something right now: His Life His Story Will Teach Us Something!! Goodbye friend!
http://www.hancinema.net/top-hallyu-star-park-yong-ha-commits-suicide-24008.html

Like i watch this movie again and again' even my friend' i can't still believe on it
LIFE MUST BE BRAVE!!
whatever our problems life have to going on to the TIME is OFF

Flashback what I have learnt in the past

2011-06-25T08:42:00.000-07:00

people said that: "do not look in the past" sometimes its may hurt while people already settle down on their own way..in the end we still the same: un-focus, and sometimes even don't know what we are doing!
its looks how i learn languages over languages (read no focus):

its first Balinese' of course its my local language at home...thought i'm not a Balinese if i can't do it# Om Swastyastu!

then Indonesian, yeah sure: i am Indonesian and i speak Bahasa Indonesia even little bit nervous compare my local language# Apa kabar?

third is Japanese' Hai watashi wa nihon go wo hanashemasu.. well its look my dreams take me away from the reality, since high school i am dream of this lovely country "Japan" thats the way i took exam till JLPT-level 2, and yeahhh i didn't pass yet# Ganbatte kudasai ne!

Chinese, hmnn thought its because i need learn more about Kanji that make me lost here even how crazy i am or karaoke singing competition in chinese or even take chance for job in china shall i try# Wo Ai Ni

Korean, wow lovely Korean Drama let me simply lost for a while here, and learn some Korean Food' fortunately Korean Native Speaker as our seongsengnim# Anyeonghaseooo

French, its looks they are so romantics and i took new beginning again since my new dream of Europe. Right now again i'm taking French at AF Bangalore# Bonjour, comment ca va?

Sanskrit, its finally i got chance joined on Sanskrit Camp, with 2 weeks i have something to say in sanskrit' aham samyak asmi! Namaskar!

Hindi, Kannada, hmnn shulpa2 baritiya...thik hai!!

Language is something make me happy' so i learn it!
I won't regret about it.
One day i would like to build Language School at my home.

Webel Technology

2011-06-24T22:21:00.000-07:00

what is this...

deadline this afternoon

and ...

can't find another things except corporation stuff

wow its means West Bengal' one state in India going to become next of China?

their speed so great...

can't believe it..

just google it now! "webel technology"

its just make you down :-(

nooo..

i have to try!

at least..

Time Is ?

2011-06-24T22:14:00.001-07:00

someone told: time is money since its result on money..

some people do something just only for killing the time! ahhahhh...its really non-veg by killing' someone may get hurt@ oh noo what to do.. yeah' time is so beautiful somehow we don't know that we waste lot our time, with something rubbish which have to throw to garbage bin...lol

time..can't back to the past even can't go to the future

just right now we're here in the present do something for others

How we spend our life

2011-06-24T18:45:00.000-07:00

A: one astrologer have told me based on my palm hand "your life won't be more than 40"

B: its doesn't mean how long we live on these earth, its about how we spend our life become more meaningful

C: means ?

D: the karma of the past we can't recall it again, its just how the present action can help you out

E: its means' we have to forget the past ?

F: in better way we can say that we're going to help clear karma in the past by do good things

G: what is good things ?

H: this is you have to more understand of the nature

I: i can't focus on it but i love to do it

J: meditation may help you' from anything that you're doing just be concentrate on it

K: do these will make me happy?

L: sure, its help you a lot to do in better way

M: do i have to become vegetarian to be more happy?

N: the basic was "not killing", this is how you must be understand about

O: i will try do it..

P: be understand of how you're breathing which help you in knowing oneself

Q: i got vomited when i did in morning

R: you may stressed? or..

S: may something on my stomach, its all about blood pressure

T: keep doing don't estimate how you do it

U: its likes thousand step to climb start from one step isn't

V: yes that correct

W: what is correct?

X: the way you thinking,

Y: yes, i have to change my mind! that really important

Z: be happy!!

Indian VISA

2011-06-23T15:24:00.000-07:00

its let it be..

what will be..

i'm not too much worried about it..

Soya Milk ToFu Bangalore Mysore

2011-06-23T05:35:00.000-07:00

this afternoon i took tofu not so far from fo thang hong ci at austin town;

before delivering to other so i tried at first;

its great ones;

and still 500 grams with me;

since i gave to bhaya 250;

its quite cheap compare to other place so..

have ideas to sell it out to customer maybe hahaha

thanks...finally i prepare and knew how to make tofu@

Meditation and French Class

2011-06-22T17:35:00.000-07:00

i'm doing my french class at Alliance France Bangalore, instead of feel negative mind in mysore with thousands of silence;

its take about one hour to go, and one hour to return home;

its lot of energy i felt on bus#

right now my meditation with reading a novel "Horn OK Please by Kartik Iyengar"

this is a great achievement i did in bangalore;

and trying see good on everything and smile while words can't tell;

this is the way how we're meditate#

its won't be my type to join meditation class which cost of half of my body;

or even french class in france;

present is the best moment for me for my meditation' forget the past and let it be@

Open Your Spiritual Eyes and Ears

2011-06-21T17:31:00.000-07:00

presently, people whole in the world facing similar problem on healing themselves from any kind of disease;

its took whole journey of the wealth when it comes to physical treatment at hospital or somewhere;

in the end, they told "we can't help you again", its means there may "a black magic" then we went to "spiritual doctor" and asked about it "who are they ?";

thought we are so ego, since everyone will die one day..and still we have to judge people around us and blame for what happening for us..

stop!let open our spiritual eyes and ready with love to see and to hear what is surrounding us, and see good things on everything of it! love what you see and hear about;

our spiritual eyes and ear is opening..yes, its not easy and we need practice on it' more effort' and share the love!

willing to open your eyes and ear ? (http://www.ndh.org/template.php3?ID=1062)

When you ask the Holy Spirit for healing, you must open your spiritual eyes and ears to watch for and listen to how the Divine Force is bringing about a change for you.

—Harold Klemp
The Language of Soul

Mobile IPv6 & Video Conference

2011-06-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

actually this is quite technical stuff..

but what i am going to tell you is "travel experience"

i was planning to make mobile web' in the end destiny take me here..

even the miracle of "failed on operational reseach" just took my heart away...

there is no interest at all

my project goes to another line, from india to pakistan maybe

or from america to iraq lol

submission will be another one month

and looks so many things have to revise..

i'm looking for phd again maybe..

at least this is will be my last effort for MCA

mobile ipv6 and video conference for travel experience!

Practicing Happiness

2011-06-20T17:20:00.000-07:00

Do we knew about it?. The body whose we belong to right now is a temple of God. Then there is no exception that "Happiness" is depend on us as the driver of it.

Its like an KarmaPhala, Cause and Effect Law that Happiness is not only because of our past life. More important is the present what we can do for it. Let make Happiness as a goal to achieve. Daily practice to make ourselves always in Happiness. Share.Serve...the Happiness to around us also.

its something by put as a habit "Happiness" as the reference for inspiring to action

http://www.behappy4life.com/behappyprogram.html

Our body is a temple of God. We must take care of it because it is a house for Soul.

—Harold Klemp
The Language of Soul

Only Time.Tell Me The Meaning of Life

2011-06-20T10:21:00.000-07:00

...when it will be?

yesterday..

tomorrow..

or today?

what i have learnt yesterday..

do i have to think of it today?

or tomorrow?

The Holy Spirit

2011-06-19T16:52:00.000-07:00

what do you think of holy spirit; its may come and release on our memory; its when we can't let it go..how about out past life' shall we have to know about it? in order to letting it go, then moving forward fearless, release all for new opportunity in the future..

its look getting a black mountain of the universe; i am getting those fear come to me again to see how i'm doing right now.. do i am have to think of being mature' gave up of the love.smile.laugh? i won't be mature.. like something i don't like my nature..in honest i love my nature to be smiling.laugh.love

the love which shown His protection, as Holy Spirit around us!

The love and protection of the Holy Spirit are with you in all spiritual concerns.

—Harold Klemp
The Language of Soul

आनन्द भाग्यवत्ता

2011-06-18T19:19:00.000-07:00

being detachment of our desires..

being give up attachment to everything..

do we really want it for our journey to wisdom?

can't be do something of our desires, ambition with still on wisdom way?

shall not us?

let me try..

we're not freedom yet..

because its also our desires..

to be wise

to be power

doesn't means it same one..

i won't give up my desire to be free, healthy, happy, and wise!

because its my attachment, now and ever आनन्द भाग्यवत्ता (happiness)

When we give up attachment to everything, including the little self, then we find wisdom, power, and freedom.

—Harold Klemp
The Language of Soul

Thank You Father: please be understand

2011-06-18T11:54:00.000-07:00

dedicated to my father "Mr.Rawat", and all fathers whole in the world

bapak...

its the word i used to call your name..

i'm not the great son you dream of..

even i'm not the person you may expect to be..

be person whose always follow your dream

are you regret of me?

or its a burden for my presence ??

shall i fly to hide myself..

if only its will make you happy

happy

do i feel happy of these?

what shall we do now?

i have no much time..

i have to go..

will you allow me ?

i'm not here anymore..

i'm somewhere else

the place you may never think of it before

yes, i'm your son..

your wife gave me chance to breathing..

mothers..love

how long i have to wait..

i won't make it late

my happiness

is your happiness too

please be understand.

please

My Blog Rank goes to 9....

2011-06-17T16:53:00.000-07:00

wow its surprising..

my blog goes to fast..

its look likes i from new comer whose just get adjust in classroom..

my rank get better..

maybe any beautiful teacher is coming hhhaa

thanks to visit

The Business Plan

2011-06-17T16:28:00.000-07:00

i tried. its not easy.its take time;energy/

i wish complete it before deadline..

its just wasting time..

because its just in rush..

have to slow.focus for that

wait.we are coming

i learnt.i growing mature

as my old is going to mature

mature in thinking.bodies

The Deadline: newman back to writing

2011-06-16T12:19:00.000-07:00

what is the fate..

its by chance while i'm reading something on facebook;

i have to go PPI Alliance whole in the world..got interest on UK, France challenge;

and the Business Opportunity, GIEP wow;

its just sudden and deadline just few days..

can't think more..

just email forward the information to relatives and family shared it!

in the end just submitted for UK :-D

waiting for Business Plan now to begin, then France..

sorry my friends, there is no dinner tonight..

let me death on writing and writing hahaha

and its make me happy' i'm so proud being writer!! hip hip horeee

newman back to writing for business and happiness

The Greatest Dreams

2011-06-15T16:16:00.000-07:00

did you dream of being a murder? a murder whose want to killed the top corruptor in their country? may i had been on long long time ago... the time when i don't know that killing its just non sense.. people get suicide day after time increasing.. war anywhere.. i won't see more.. they had been killed my home.. a home for thousands hope.. we slept always for new day.. don't we sometimes worried about it, woke up in the hopeless.. yesterday we did same mistake, its nothing.. unless we remember what is our greatest dream to be.. let it be war anywhere.. let it be hell or heaven somewhere.. we still stand here with something we are belong to' the greatest dream yes The Greatest Dreams

If we realize that our field of dreams is not the same as someone else’s field of dreams, we’ll get along better with that person. This is a hard thing to learn sometimes.

—Harold Klemp
The Language of Soul

the power of focus

2011-06-14T17:42:00.000-07:00

..how old are we now?

who we are right now?

if only we can't answer yet..

there may we wasted lot of our time on..

worries and jumping on the jungle..

and we going nowhere..

stop.think again!

who we are..

what we want to be..

be focus!

and get the power...

When we give up attachment to everything, including the little self, then we find wisdom, power, and freedom.

—Harold Klemp
The Language of Soul

The Big Heart

2011-06-13T20:43:00.000-07:00

one person told me: "you have a big hearts" hmm do really i am? now i remember something in the 10 years ago. its must be big fight between us over the beach.. anyhow' instead of it!

its make me back of father's advice "there is always the winner with peace"

its make me calm down.. for a while.. and there is no fighting! just smile...

one day..

its may big fight among us..

till the time is coming..

let me be rest in peace in the present

like you said

be in the present

"No matter how much insight we gain about God, there will always be something that lies beyond the horizon of our understanding. That is simply the nature of truth."

—Harold Klemp
The Language of Soul

the philosopher is "you"

2011-06-08T18:10:00.000-07:00

..every time when we're in confuse of find the way, we still on daily routines of worrying of the past, present, and the future which nobody can't predict about it!

today the philosopher seat under the banyan tree and start speaking after long noise, being silence on thousands words, and the love just come out with something to say "you're the philosopher"

if really we're then what should we do its just the: talk.silence.meditate.speak.love#

do really we're..?

vegetarian ?

2011-06-08T01:22:00.000-07:00

do i have to become vegetarian..

its about my health ?

or its of may fate to be ?

in the end i am not a person with strength

i am a person whose want of happiness

to see others happy

and mine

you

yes, i can do it

2011-06-06T16:57:00.000-07:00

..yesterday just past;

may i have wasted a lot;

time still keep going;

i have time remains..

just one day before the earth calling;

where is my dreams;

where is my heart have to landing;

if only i still wont understand;

i have to find;

yes, i can do it!

follow your heart!

2011-06-05T16:23:00.000-07:00

one week ago i met with an artist whose remind me of my greatest dream becoming writer. "follow your heart" he told. yesterday i met another brother whose told me "if you're confuse just read again and do slow" its something that i have to think before take decision. yes sure, even about my marriage as well. in the end, its about religion and what the faith we have to follow. its may life that much easy or we make it complicated. its about me, or even us not them because love is religion.

[There is usually somewhat of a struggle when we move into a higher state of awareness, and that is natural. The problems in life can be dreaded with fear, or they can be seen as opportunities for growth—and a challenge.

You must make up your own mind as to what you want to do. Consider all parts of your life, the financial and emotional included, and do what seems to be common sense. Then plan and work carefully.]as said by Harold Klemp at The Language of Soul

The Lost Mobile Phone & Bhagavad Gita Journey

2011-01-05T11:30:00.000-08:00

Have you been lost something on your life..Its tough to say maybe isn't. Well we can say that mobile phone like ground nuts as time pass on train. Where ever we go, someone may brought their lovely ones. Can't imagine daily routine without it.
Hmm, what i would like to say will be around MOBILE PHONE. Its may not so much luxury ones like young people carry, its just likes THROWN product. It with me when i was in New Delhi, several month ago. MEMORY external for 4GB is something that may i can do later for my DREAMS. My brother gave me luxury ones before and its was gone on PURI humidity. There may some memory that we can't find again. They have been with me. There may a feeling that we can repeat it back. If only we knew the future, we may won't go for it. I am not. Thought i used to against the future.

The story is:
Yesterday when my journey bus to railway station in Mysore. "Eh my mobile!", i quite shouting and a young man around 32 came back after get down in bus stop at station. Then i just tried to check on bus, thought they wont permit it since they on their journey. My eyes was into a person whose just get down suddenly, so i asked him quite rude. Ups he got angry! He was not the person, may his groups. There is one upset thing that as a runner, how i'm thinking that i can't catch the auto whose take him [the thief] or may i'm quite weak for it. If only i didn't those POLICE over there.. Still on my mind, how i was depend to others when i can do it? Thought my father mindset won't go till now 'don't fight!' Shall i let it goo.. As usual, we did complain and silence words as replied. Its doesn't mean that i hate them..anyhow without them its may unlimited crime will be there. THOUGHT instead of complain of them, at least we have help them to track the GANG which may around in Mysore right now. Crime scene was perfect still on my mind, when THE THIEF waiting my return to get down, and suddenly he get down even he won't before. Thought i don't know how my parents used to tell me to pray before go somewhere.. anyhow that time i forgot to do it! Anyhow nobody knows it will happen like this. However this is a GANG that really systematic. What they did, may a lesson that i keep remember. Its doesn't mean that we have to afraid to BUS or TRAIN or any PUBLIC TRANSPORT. Its just, sometimes we must share our GOOD LUCK to others. Afterward, i remember what my mom told me: "When we lost something, one day we will have better than this" Remember her words when i was kid, make me smile a while. Thought i missed the train while do argue with POLICE in front of station. Its just around 10 minutes. Another person whose lost his stuff was second mobile for him which just he purchased around one month.

I tried to forget it..and start reading and studying for OR BOOK. Its nothing happened. My mind won't be easy to accept it yet. Its looks like tragedy which happened in my hometown. We can't forget it..its just try to forgive!

Well train just came, and i enter the boggy. Really can't study. I opened BHAGAVAD GITA - English. I started reading it. Time after time its make me calm. Something make me happy was, its something good that THE THIEF taken it. Instead of being hate it, its may the journey that KNOWLEDGE must be to share. Like on Vedas said, KNOWLEDGE is the power. Yes, may i can't listen everyday Bhagavad Gita on 3 Languages on my MOBILE PHONE again. At least i started reading. Thought i never really understand what THEY told in HINDI or SANSKRIT audio. Reading in ENGLISH on paper, there is something feeling that flowing like a water.
Hope those 4GB MEMORY with VEDAS SUTRA knowledge help them in FUTURE. Thought i must feel our life still much better than DEATH.

Nobody knows how is FUTURE will be. A lesson may become the power of yours. I really missing FRIENDS on daily words. Call in the midnight. Alarm in the morning. MEMORY is MEMORY and DREAMS i have to take it back on me! LOST MOBILE PHONE & BHAGAVAD GITA.

LOST - its about something that we must FORGIVE
Its may something behind these. HOPE ALL IS WELL

Operational Research

2010-12-15T05:02:00.000-08:00

Thought I have to say thanks as well to 'Operational Research' since because of these back paper, I have to extend my stay in India. Hmmnn its so long time, three years never back my country and hometown. I have no other ideas, what to do ? There are may its still bored subject for me and no interest to study.

Well its just one subject, and most my friends really support me. Indeed, its still won't be easy way to go. Finally those will come nearby.. I have to try pass coming year. Another journey wait for the execute. Like a code, like an error, have to be correcting!

Let me try once more with my full inspiration and thought my writing more energy than learn something that it will be used or not, like marks and certificate. For the sake..will do it! OR i'm coming and will fight well with you.

Regards,
Newman

Indonesian Food

2010-11-30T01:55:00.001-08:00

Yesterday i was plan of making of Indonesian Food and first i think about is Nasi Pecel, and it back to find out the recipes available on internet. It make me back to Tempe, and its history!, un-believable those history exist in India long time back as well about 60 years ago, and it is not much interest as for one of vegetarian menu can be offer on any restaurant. Its quite interesting fact that in India, which most of their people into vegetarian don't ever heard about tempe at all.

How to introduce it again, at least for healthy life sake? Let's do it!

Wait, wait there is something missing here:

Check it out on friends review below by (amit bhai) - thanks bhai!

"Yesterday I thought of having some Indonesian food. I roamed so many places here in Bangalore, India; in vain. When I googled that I found there are few places.

And me “NewMan”; you know I am fond of cooking, I luv to cook and serve (And I am best in that :P) ; my mind stuck on this and I thought of starting some Indo-Indian Restaurant.

I involved my room mate “An Indian” about the guidelines, How? What? Where? Formalities? And all.

We prepared the road map how we can start and how we grow.

Initially we don’t want to spend too much money or can say we can’t afford.

So we on point, will start from home itself, advertise ourself, publish ourself.. and provide home delivery…

So Friends very soon I will update you about our Menu Card. J Keep Waiting… "

project

2010-11-18T08:41:00.000-08:00

this is when i had tried at college..
http://mobilecomputingproject.blogspot.com

business for better life

2010-11-18T08:39:00.000-08:00

this is a link to my previous business when graduate my bachelor..

-> http://santikainformaticsservice.blogspot.com

its most to use my hobbies on writing as well

let us write something..

2010-11-18T08:14:00.000-08:00

power of lie

there is lot of challenges;

as one of is here to be face in...

and there is only few one in the forest of hope

there should be one of hope which can't be ours

a hope of children to see the world as they want to

and let those hope just be a dream which never be come true

like here when the world is lot of true of falsehood

sometimes its sweet when be in false for happy one

shall we...

the writer just return

can't believe that for long time never write for the world like now...

its was moment when writing only as a dream or imagination...

and now its changed, because the writer just return for the world...

to be one of world writer for sure...wish me luck!!! :-)

(http://shiningwriter.blogspot.com)

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私の名前はテナヤサンチカです

もしもし、これテナヤサンチカはなせます。。。

はい、私の名前はテナヤサンチカです。。。

バリ-インドネシアからきました。。。

今マイスルでコンピュタガ勉強します。。。

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scriptwriting

2009-03-12T20:50:00.000-07:00

...2004, be a special history for me, still remember when bapak or my father have given a poster about scriptwriting contest for culture and tourism of indonesia, so its was my first time to write script; sometimes can't believe that maybe my father knew well that one of his son would like to write and be writer...even don't knew if he have read any story i have written...i like writing so much, than computer or studying mca...ya its horrible life, and its one point for me that should be good when the story is about when i'm struggling for nothing, that time when came from mumbai (film city of india), its was nothing, and now everything about nothing, its nothing when you asked that what your next plan, or story "nothing", and one thing will be something on scriptwriting, as a promise of me, do you believe me? let wait next story will be, because blog history of me is about less than a week to survive, and to be something will be smart i am than being stupid and doing mistake, ya its correct its was 0 out of 100 before, and at least will make 0.001 out of 100+

mobile computing

2009-03-12T20:31:00.000-07:00

...its was 2000, when i knew what is internet' and thanks for one of my friend his name "yudi yongki" ya, he became "it hero" in lovely country now, indonesia...; that time even don't well what is computer...even in secondary school have done some ordinary course at school...; nothing will make us to fly without struggling of those kind of life...; its was when i love multimedia, and can't learn a lot and there are an another chance to be better one, being in mca is once chance to follow this dream even its just transform to a new form of politics ideology which name as "mobile computing", as one of my future life could be even in research field or something else, and i love you "mobile computing: when portability will bring you in happy life"+

today

2009-03-07T01:55:00.000-08:00

today is 20042009:

finally raining on the midnight to morning time, feel the water fallen to my hand...its a special gift, hope this means good...at least have met a moment of bright future in period before, and one thing can God bless me with being "pass all subject on 3rd semester result" there is lot of worry actually, just pass please, its okay being top from the bottom...God i knew you will give the best for me, thanks for it :-)"

today is 16042009:

today they will announce for 3rd semester mca result, anyhow let it be whatever the result, in case something x happen, let me do another plan :-)

today is 15042009:

may today is submission for srs document of software engineering (groups assignment); or the day when full of time will be on machine...can't absent anymore, because have done so much hole in previous...:-); time to write the another story of "habis gelap terbitlah terang"; they will announce result within tommorow...shall i cry or smile for this...what happen when its will be bad news for me...; whatever let it be in tommorow job...and let me to do full day of submission of mobile movie project...here i am a young man with deadline target hehhe, finally realized that for upload things my wife can't hold it for...so better have it outside of :-) one more things that yesterday have met one of friend whose just migration to dubai..ya he looks work so hard, take your time bro to have better future..; result 3rd semester, film festival...wish me luck na, God i knew that you will give the best one :-), i think today may my mother birthday, or another 2 days ???? whatever hope God bless you in healthy always"

today is 13042009:

hmn being a part of this year "queer film festival in bangalore" has given me a confidence and a power that something should be here to achieve and we call it a hope, likes how we keep our children have hope of happy family, shall we?

yesterday just in touch in facebook, its looks nice comfortable...as long time didn't meet friends, may this time weekly will check out friendster, hi5, orkut, and facebook as well in regular time...see and say hi :-) miss you friends, may step by step will going to facebook only or create new application of friends to combine all community in one piece, any of you guys interested just tell me..may will do the prototype heheh, this couple of days waiting for the scholarships stipend :-(, its should be nice if we have a work and earn some money :-))) businessman thinking*

today is 09042009:

...finally election day here, and its so pity can't join to vote and help hand to decide the better future of our country "indonesia"; and as to celebrate...let me do the best on the seminar of software engineering, or double submission and viva exam for web programming, and will be sprint to bangalore for another dream..haha film making :-), all the best for all of us today, "because today will be fullmoon, then enjoy fullday"

today is 23032009:

haha, long time no typing...coz can't do...and now nothing is coming when read book for preparing internal exam, once more thing is "i don't like exam", and its one hope if i'm president "there is no exam at all"; in case there is no exam...; yesterday, we have prepared for fashion show of international student day in mysore...its about second time on that day, when i met some person for the second time journey...its so nice, or even being choreographer remind me that we are not alone and its so nice even for one day, one thing its being good story of my life, that we can do everything if we want...; film making editing now in progress, and coming competition just recall...and even about mobile computing project, or marathon again...its life so good isn't, sometimes don't know how about the future, now just want to be still and full on present...; last galungan' its celebrated by have holiday and prepare for special hahah, its so nice to remember how we celebrated it at hometown; ya 1st day exam start today, and have plan to go to hasan, one of classmate's home, its should be nice meet a family...to celebrating "ugadi" karnataka new year...; and the same day are "nyepi=silence day" in bali island, yaa its so great time...even will eat here hihii, can't do this things in bali, because nyepi is about "bali's new year" with full of silence*

today is 15032009:
yes it was nice marathon yesterday, and learnt a lot; its 14km, and got top 40, sometimes feel regret when remember that in case, without asked about gel and went to ambulance, so at leas about 10 minutes and even top 30 will be...; its about how we organize, its was on event which lot of organizer with different ideas...some told about 100, and in the end they told just 30...;at least we got t-shirt hahaha, its unfair sometimes, because we did, and rs.20000 was gone, in case i won so everything will solve for this moment of time...; that day just play with run and run, even to catch bus..same bus which drop me to the starting point; its continue when search for palm leaves in city, or waiting and having mysore nightlife with a friend, enjoyed the raining on the roaming...;

today is 14032009:
before leaving, would like to say hi here..., maybe this really stupid things i will do,ya its just and only because i'm stupid; likes they told that may my brain just going somewhere for trip or something, one for sure that will run as best as possible, never done this long distance yet...only God can judge me and hope to meet all of you here+

today is 13032009:
just woke up when ibu called me up, or one miscall from a person from kolkata;ibu she mother of me, and she recognize if something wrong with me...;she asked me that galungan will coming soon, fyi:galungan "hindu festival in indonesia, to celebrate when dharma(good) won from adharma(bad)" one thing can't explain in good when she asked where i go for praying here in mysore... quite funny and its so special for me, can't imagine that here we are in a country which origin in hindusm in the early...even no idea about present; at least the world is a collection of mind to make it tasteful of life isn't...; really so much tired nowadays, and tommorow the time for join marathon, i knew this is stupid thing i will do, just one thing i still believe on this life...that nothing on this life is free, and only we know that life without free itself should be a lie, inded something happen today or tommorow nobody can explain...and finally raining coming in mysore, happy for it in the rest of unhappy one...on my age of 27, lot of things to forget about or even to propose an indian girl from university, even i won't do it now when during struggling a lot, ya its true what one of my friend have told that "you always seeing worse thing..." i thought so, therefore today will sleep well+