Destiny
what we should to do on life?
don't we find out already..
or still on our way of them...
Finally MCA Completed
after long time of waiting..
finally last friday was my project exam
and right now as graduate
ready to face the challenge!
yes!!
The List
this list will be..
after the long waiting of the time
i will be
i have the faith on it
my dreams will come true!
The Days Will Come For My Happiness
after long time of suffering in waiting for the day
tomorrow or days after its will come
the day i will be more in happy
to reach my waiting dream
to be here
its may not mine
i have to go
to the place i have to be
Do We Have to Marry
why people have to marry?
dont we plan to mingle with the nature and being Buddha
its just for name sake of next generation?
thought its make up mind the mind
for happy life
what is that for you is not mine
Mysore - Bangalore
I just decided what i would like to do for sure: Its International Travel Guide & Writer, in the end its all about being travelling and writing which i like most.
Yesterday, by chance i met one Kannada Writer whose used to writing on TV Program. These moment asked me to write for Aamir Khan Production as soon as possible. This week i'm going to finishing the synopsis.
Its may almost done about extension VISA, my journey like express train. Catching for the exam. Its good i came up of mind' at Bangalore than other place like Puduchery for french class and sanskrit.
Overall i have to come down Mysore-Bangalore.
Everything hope going well.
Nothing to blame.
All have their reason to be.
Like i still in India.
Something...else?
what is the reason that butterfly have to fly
and we have to think of it
why the dust have to fly away with the wind
like our dreams in the past
why
why
YESTERDAY: i was so worried of the future if only i can't save the world#
TODAY: there is nothing to compete about' its just HAPPINESS have their own way for every God creation# even the WORLD must be destroyed today itself..just let it be THE HAPPINESS FOR THE WORLD
Police & Me
Police & Me:
P: you can leave after your exam na..
M: (ticket so easy like train??) even my exam will be after expired
P: confusing! M: (gone mad) may i know how long it will take on jail? shall i do after my exam..it sound great if i can go home with free flight ticket' shall i??
ABC - life always come with choice & solution' the bad we see doesn't means bad at all :D
I LOVE INDIA sound to married here LOL
We Must Compete
and follow your dreams!
there is always the fate that we have to do it..
because we was born to compete..
Enjoying the Pain
Can't believe even since 2007' i have to extend my student visa 5 times!
Have changed around more than 3 rooms to breathing.
Its so tired with all these legality'
Once we remember all this things for "Terrorism" so why not we help.
So today i'm going to track back of my history of living.
Will go to Notaris and hope all be fine.
Though i'm so smart in doing idiot things like this.
In the end' they will request me to leave India i guess.
PLease wait!
Let me finish my exam' please send me back with your flight charge.
I'm really appreciated it.
Even being in jailed also i can afford to join.
If necessary.
Balinese Shaman
this morning i just understood "why i have to born in Bali Island which is one of the best spiritual place" & "come to prison of life in India" in the end its about the faith "i have to become shaman" like what they used did *Bali Global Healing
I'm a Traveler Its was on dinner table.
We talked about the places..
Have you been there' someone asked me
"No, i just wondering to go there"
Like today my friend ask me whether i will go to Nepal?
Home After HomeIt was when i leaving Bali for Jakarta. Jakarta to India.
When i was cried to left my hometown for long time.
Fortunately, i met some person whose are made history of my life.
Its may so urgent can't meet many people in Bali, or Jakarta.
Its just went so fast. Though i knew they are happy.
That what i want to see before my departure.
Bali, Jakarta, Singapore, Mumbai, Bangalore we can say one journey with three destination.
Its remind me of one Astrologer we met at Bangalore, "You will living in three country!" he told me.
Or ...
Mysore. 30 July 2007
The time when I'm arrived at Bangalore, India.
Moving the home
Denpasar, to Singaraja
Jogjakarta - Janti
Mysore – North Bogadhi, to South Bogadhi, to between.
Delhi – Safdarjung Enclave
Bangalore – Christ College
Food Journey
Its when i can't adjust with Indian Food yet.
The time and how i'm able to finished my meals without any rice remains.
Its how Indian used to get drunk after return from their job.
Its our business, even sometimes get drunk.
Its just remind me to one of my friend whose met God early because of these things.
They just so young to leave these earth.
Most of them sometimes lay down at ground.
Enter the bus sat nearby another passenger and slept.
Work in early age for school fees.
Carrying their heavy bag full of books.
Even without shoes or slipper at all.
Its no day without it.
Its when cricket being so popular and took their most of time to play than hockey.
Right now badminton having chance to being popular.
How they organize for their children marriages.
Though most of my friend never having relationships as a lover during their college time.
Its one good things from arrange marriage which happening here.
How by sudden that you enter an holy places, or a plan which out of your mind?
Gangga, Brindavan, Puri, Tirupati, Kashmir
Finally I got a book on.
First I find out about something.
Being Naturopathy!
Sometimes I got it.
Having fun.
Its Sleeping Time and Being Awake
Its when I used sleep all over time and awake in suddenly.
Three years have not been at hometown.
What kind of homesick here.
Its looks like that only.
Its all about legal things started from admission of my MCA.
Then how to do with Residential Permit at FRO, and all things wasted of paper in extend of the paper.
Its quite tired and bored since have to do always and always.
Keep waiting the procedure.
Its was really bad when doing with University also.
Its keep waiting and in the end, its just non-understanding of House Agreement, Mobile Phone
Numbers, and its about Certificate and how its take lot of time since be patience services.
Its first was my sister phone, and then new one with old Nokia.
Its quite cheap.
And its when some problem happened such like in Kashmir, my brother gave me one Sony Ericsson,
and unfortunately I broke it nature (the humidity at Puri).
After sometimes is one set of Chinese ones.
Its quite fine even looks so traditional ones.
The present, Nokia with camera from my father.
Diwali in Mysore, how we play of crackers nearby home at friend's home.
Faridabad, Delhi.
Ugadi in Hassan three of my friends and their family.
That we spent together at their home and visited a river nearby.
Japan Habba: its festival of Japanese culture.
Bangalore Queer Film Festival: how I love film and Human right as well on QLGBT.
Dasara Festival; its about how beauty of light colors of Mysore Palace will be for a month.
Ganesh Chaturti: its at Mysore, or even in Maharastra when it’s a celebration from morning till night
in the first day till the last day,
Durga Puja: its how at West Bengal, or even in Mysore when four of us Bengali to celebrate at one
place where lot of Bengali come down to celebrate.
Gandhi Jayanti: when I got bold, and vegetarian on one day.
The day I visited Gujarat, Satya Graha Ashram – or Gandhi House in Ahmedabad, or watched
Gandhi the movie.
Sankranti Jayanti: a bitter sweet to celebrate for a family to their daughters.
Holi – full of colors which most celebrate in North India, at Mathura or Brindavan must be crowded of people and there is no way to escape from being in colors.
Bangalore Pride – its celebration of LGBT, it’s a march walk through one point to others.
We wear mask to hiding our identity. Some of us proud being open as well.
Its looks we don’t like class at all.
We used to happy when lecturer won’t come.
Lab session even become something wasting of time.
If only, its not for my parents looks will leave this place long time ago.
Its not much of discussion, and its make me more sleepy.
Its three years looks tragedy of me or beautiful prison.
All Indonesian I met in Mysore
Not much than to whom I met in Bangalore yesterday or even in New Delhi.
Not many student of even Indonesian in India compared to Indian at Indonesia.
Its quite ironic isn’t.
How we watched movies, its on movie theatre.
Its by copied.
Its by downloaded.
Its inspired.
Its something which so funny.
Its can’t find at another place since a drunker joined on theatre.
His acted was more funny than the movie even haha.
We watched by cycle with three of us, at really midnight return to home.
How we played cricket on midnight, its crazy of us with Bengali friends at nearby our home.
Finally I have to hiding those ball somewhere so that we finished it.
Sorry!
Yeah, we smoke all my way of walk.
Sometime with them.
Sometimes alone.
Bogadhi you're the best!
Its at bar, or even at home
Together with us.
He or she, how we talk about the plan to visited each other or something of plan
Its when I reach new home in Bangalore and all food schedule was changed suddenly
The Home I visited
From friends family!
My flat-mate, my house owner
I met wonderful owner and funny friends.
They are smart as student.
Inspiring teaching.
My Hobbies
Orders.
Sleeping.
Reading and slept.
Walking.
Diving or we can say swimming.
Cycling.
Writing.
Traveling
Speaking.
Movies.
Fun!
How your feeling when somebody whose you trusted as friend have cheated you?
Do this is the culture to cheat and cheat..therefore sometimes I felt of being enough here.
Can’t say more about this.
Its just hurt me.
Would like to go far of them.
Its about Dream and being Enterpreneur
Nowadays young people in Bangalore used to own a company or business.
Yes, its become a trend right now.
Even most of friend whose I met here, is Businessman.
They started something already and its make me learn something also.
I would like to open a restaurant, Indonesian Food in Bangalore.
Its about home delivery.
Actually I have contact one friend whose having own bakery, unfortunately its not connected yet.
Might be is there some issues about loan for my business, and still its looks like on hang on plan.
Do I can believe them ?
Anyhow I am do writing and writing right now as one of my own business ahhaha.
Its about wasting the time
Sometimes I am thinking that its just wasted of time to study in India since nothing much interest on
college days.
Its may I used bored and slept well in classroom.
Eat more just for killing time, Chat with nothing of purpose.
Its just and just for killing the time.
Roaming by walk and came back home.
Simply sms.
Walk for long way.
Yes its really waste of time here.
Nothing of knowledge I have known so far.
Its just something I can learn from people how to survive.
Thought its all about philosophy learning for me.
Being here without gain something important.
What shall I do is just do something remaining here.
Chat with friends.
Yes its made happy of lot of laugh.
Its being patience and friendships.
That i learnt a lot.
One paper in Spiritual Computing I have been presented here.
I am so happy seen Prof. to whom I love to listen the lectures.
He seen my presence over there.
Thought its all about Sanskrit journey.
Its may all about cash, when can’t joined very interesting conference’s registration since all about my
status as Foreign Student with all in Dollars way.
All about my travel experience than my life as student in India
Most class i slept.
Most travel i did' i am awake!
Its walk, its run, its bike, its car, its bus, its train, and its flight and its home
How we met each other before?
Its likes my own destiny how I met many people and learnt a lot from them on my life.
Its my pain, happy mixed on.
Its my budget
Doing something always have to see on budget!
Its must be.
What is a journey ?
Its when I was went for a sudden plan to iron of clothes, we met some of new friend from hometown. Its again another journey, since its about spiritual minded.
Its make me thinking and thinking about this.
If only I never met them, its may my smile won’t be like this.
I have travel a lot 3 years out of Mysore, or even Bangalore and almost never met Bangalorean friends whose came from my hometown.
From one friend to another friend, till its so hectic days when we have party till morning and then have a journey to Mysore, a journey with one of my girl friend to Masjid, Church.
It’s a plan to attend our friend engagement anyway.
Its till late, even two of my boy friend have been slept and still I’m away from home at another friend home.
Its late and I’m happy to introduce friends circle likes one friend to another friend
Hope this is sign of good luck.
On the way of train, we met with friend whose teach me in Hindi and Urdu.
Khuda hafiz.
Its dream of something when its really help us in do better way to other.
Its Kannada, Hindi, Tamil & now its Sanskrit, Urdu, Japanese, French, and now its Chinese
Its Kannada the language I have listened to during my 3 years course in Mysore, as one city in Karnataka State.
Well its may I prefer more in Hindi, since I have read before about it.
Thanks God that, I have Hindi Movies.
Met some North Indian friends whose speak in Hindi always and have learnt a lot from them.
Anyhow Kannada keep going as it is. Gotilaa..
I love Hindi anyhow, and its only the once when I have attend for One day Hindi Course taught by our uncle in Bangalore.
Well its on my final year, when finally my courage to learn Sanskrit started since assignment getting reduce like an flood when rainy days.
Its started my journey to meet several great person whose writer, and personal whose active spreading of Sanskrit.
He even introduced me to some of his friend in Mysore, even in Kalady, Kerala, and Delhi. He guide me well on Sanskrit even till now I can’t read Devanagari yet.
Its very bad student of mine. Hope one day able to join on Sanskrit Camp in Delhi as a journey become a teacher.
One of my brother from Santiniketan is one of my Sanskrit journey.
Urdu, its grandpa in Delhi whose taught me always in Delhi.
What is romantic languages Urdu and Scientific of Sanskrit.
Its tamil when one of my classmate, she is my classmates whose introduce me to tamil.
As l like and prefer Tamil movies instead of Hindi.
In the end, my plan of Japan its may gone since my second failed on Japanese exam and its may changes plan to France.
Its started my French now.
How come Chinese came? Its just an interview of Chinese company which let me to start over of Chinese again as to prepare my future job.
Its just to recall, as I believe I have learnt it before.
Its won’t be difficult for me.
Its French or even Japanese.
The things, I have to know something of Sanskrit before I leave India.
As plan to visit several Sanskrit Village in India.
Dating
About this..there is a lot of secret that you never know about!
Its about all of my love relationships even on short time.
Those with pure love do all they can to let their mates grow in every way. Detached love means to let others exist without forcing our will upon them. That is spiritual love.
How I knew about one of my senior.
Manipuri girl whose took my heart from beginning of my college days, unfortunately she went so early to her hometown and I am here without any speak to her after last time in seminar.
Thought I can’t blame anybody for these things.
Remember that, how I told my ex-girlfriend about her and I gave up now.
All is become different.
My classmate looks we used together and quite close after sometimes.
We used keep messaging on sms.
One of Balinese i met in Mumbai.
We used have our night call.
Another Idiot Traveler
As my last idiot traveler at Delhi to Bangalore, almost I got wrong route again on my journey to attend my friend marriage.
Its was the name looks so familiar to me “Channarayapatna”, and “Channapatna”.
I was thinking it’s a place which is between Mysore – Bangalore, unfortunately its wa wrong its Mysore – Hassan.
Thanks God, its just almost which I still have time to smile then Ahhh.
Bangalore. 2 July 2011
We was plan for 7 wonders of Bangalore, just seen the whole seven looks not that much interesting for us, so we may will go for some temples only. Since long time didn't visit temple.
The State of India, Taste of Indian Soul
Destination to a place which take us to another place.
(One journey with many state)
1.Karnataka
Mysore
Mandya
Bangalore
Mangalore
Hubli
2.Andhra Pradesh
Tirupati
Puttaparti
3. Orissa
Puri
4. West Bengal
Kolkata
Santiniketa
Burdwan
5. Jharkhand
6.Bihar
Bodhgaya
7. Kerala
Calicut
Trivendrum
Kalady
Kovalam
8.Goa
South
North
9.Maharastra
Mumbai
Pune
10. Delhi
11.Haryana
Faridabad
12. Uttar Pradesh
Agra
Brindavan Mathura
13. Tamil Nadu
Chennai
14. Ponducherry
Auroville
15. Mandya Pradesh
16.Jammu & Kashmir
Dal Lake
Gulmarg
